[A little nervous, then, because if he does such things, does that make him bad? Not that he's ever been particularly capable of it, flawed as he is. A failure. It feels as though he's bad for not wanting to hurt others, his own Mother's anger and overt displeasure with him always occurring because of this fact. But then she's the bad one, isn't she? For doing this to them.
It's a complicated thing.
Slowly, with great trepidation, he moves in towards Julius again. Tries to slip his small hand into the other boy's. Speaks in a quiet, faltering voice.]
...I don't w-want to, though. I hate it. I d-don't belong here.
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[A little nervous, then, because if he does such things, does that make him bad? Not that he's ever been particularly capable of it, flawed as he is. A failure. It feels as though he's bad for not wanting to hurt others, his own Mother's anger and overt displeasure with him always occurring because of this fact. But then she's the bad one, isn't she? For doing this to them.
It's a complicated thing.
Slowly, with great trepidation, he moves in towards Julius again. Tries to slip his small hand into the other boy's. Speaks in a quiet, faltering voice.]
...I don't w-want to, though. I hate it. I d-don't belong here.