PRE-GAME CATCHALL.

[chakushi]

Who: Hanzo Shimada and anyone who would have pre-game CR with him!
Where: Probably on Leith, but hmu for any deets here.
When: Anytime in the past 4 years, let's roll.
Summary: Pre-game CR establishment with an asshole, tbh
Restrictions/Warnings: None atm! Will add if necessary.

Comments

kyaaaaaa~

[oneirism]

[Lapis is simply patient as she waits for his verdict, sipping on her water as golden eyes keep watching him. It's always nice to here what people think of her singer, not matter good or bad - any sort of bad responses only push her to try and improve.

But his words then get her to blink, tilting her head slightly before she smiles softly, noting the serenity of his expression. And his words are a relief to hear, that she's gained confidence and she hasn't let her singing be dragged down by it - confidence has always been a shaky thing for Lapis.

So her smile brightens, clearly pleased at his words as she nods.]

Thank you, Hanzo. I've had some trouble with confidence in the past, so it's a relief to hear that.

[chakushi]

[ Do you ever try really hard not to have any feelings just to have someone give you the feelings unexpectedly... Lapis needs to quit it, tbh.

The truth of the matter is that no one ever smiles around Hanzo, so the honesty of Lapis's expression is like a momentary blow to his head. His reaction is subtle— a blink-and-you'll-miss-it transition from placid to surprised.

He gets over it. ]

...Have you. A difficult thing to imagine.

[ She's here talking to him right now; she has no shortage of confidence. ] We are only talking now because of your audaciousness, after all.

[oneirism]

[Can't stop, won't stop, Hanzo. Accept the feelings.

Even if his reaction is subtle, Lapis makes it her business to keep a close watch on people - noting that brief switch to surprise, the transition so quick that she thinks that maybe she's just seeing things. But she doubts it.

Though her smile does fade slightly at his words, if only because her expression turns something more thoughtful.]

Hmm, that's true. But there's different kinds of confidence too. I find it easy to just come up and talk to you, but when it comes to myself, my confidence is shaky sometimes.

[She basically has zero sense of self-worth, but this is a much easier and not so depressing way to explain this.]