I can see why some may be wary of you, hurting yourself for your faith. Though-

[ Alice doesn't really see the issue with it, but if she were to find herself in a similar situation, it would be out of an anger she couldn't express. ]

We hurt ourselves in some way, either it be for a belief or a gain in our life. Advancements aren't without some level of pain, mental or physical.

[ He does seem so happy and if he's happy, Alice can be, too. She forces another smile, just for his sake. It hurts to hear him speak so happily about his family whereas she has none.

She hates to admit she's jealous of him, Scarback priest. ]

Then, if you travel, John, you are always welcome to Leith. I... I have my own house all to myself, I'd be happy to offer you a room when you do come.