[ He has all the reason to explain how difficult it is for him to "drop all the bullshit", and for a moment he envies Rin's ignorance. It's not like he told him his life story nor is he even familiar of what life is like as a member of the Nine, especially someone who hasn't been kicked from Qresh and settled with their own land.
Of course why he was still given that privilege when he could have been kicked into Westerly by his own blood was still a mystery. Whether or not they intend to use his illness for something or throw him under the bus when things get bad didn't matter, he's completely left in the dark. ]
I'll explain to you how difficult it is to do that when you're able to complete one book.
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[ He has all the reason to explain how difficult it is for him to "drop all the bullshit", and for a moment he envies Rin's ignorance. It's not like he told him his life story nor is he even familiar of what life is like as a member of the Nine, especially someone who hasn't been kicked from Qresh and settled with their own land.
Of course why he was still given that privilege when he could have been kicked into Westerly by his own blood was still a mystery. Whether or not they intend to use his illness for something or throw him under the bus when things get bad didn't matter, he's completely left in the dark. ]
I'll explain to you how difficult it is to do that when you're able to complete one book.