It didn't seem safe.

[Going to a doctor, she means, because she didn't know what the Company were like but they seemed kind of intense and she was worried they wouldn't handle it well.]

Episodic memory and semantic memory are separate things, I read about it, so I know like... how the world works, I just don't have any specific memories. And I just got really good at pretending I knew people when I didn't.

[Turns out lying is easy.]